yayyy! i have a new taggyboxyy! hahahahha, well its easier to communicate horr:) i just dont understand why some ppl cant seem to reply a text msg, haizzz. running away from problems is not a good thing. u should face up and settle this once and for all. but some ppl dont, hahaahha! im impressed. just dont make me go there and make trouble. im capable of doing it. try me, nobody knows how evil i can be when it comes to this far. ive been to soft hearted this year. well its time for me to make myself back to the usual atiqaa in secondary. i cried wonder why i ignored and hurt those ppl around me in the past. i read all their words in my old tagbox, and i so missed that. all my past, haizzz. i blew it all, my passion is all gone and my closest are gone too. its just not the same as last time. its because of YOU! im not like that if im not with u. its like suffering underneath ur skin. hahahah!! mcm fahaam my english ehh, lols! well true. i lost hope for everything. my frens especially, all treated me diffrently now. im truly sorry for those who’s always been with me but i ignored and hurt u guys. haizzz, how i wish i can go back to the things ive done and make it better. i guess its too late now, im so pissed with myself. i realised im not the usual atiqaa anymore back then in sec sch.. ive changed and its all cause of YOU!! ive been so down,moody,stubborn. yesss yesss i realise it now, its all ur doing that ive become like this. i needa sort my feelings now. needa change back into atiqaa(nur ‘atiqah christopher), the old self of me, the happy and cheerful one, the caring and not hurt those ppl again. really really, i need too. but for my passion, its too late for me. yeaa to late for me to continue dancing again. im feel akward when im back there.. its better im off, im sorry to those who have high hopes on me in dance. now the thing is, i have my some of my old frens back. i will treasure it and also not hurting them again:)) thanks alot for making me like this, YOU had planned for this to happen all along. wow! im surprised.. u plan to make me lose everything and just dumped me aside. im losing control now, ur name will appear in this sooner or later. i dont care wtf u wanna sayy. but its true. YOU tell everyone whenever im in a fight with u, so now its my turn. enough of ur nonsense and u dont have th right to tell me anything how i must behave infront of my mama. shes the one who understands me very well. my soul, my everything. plus if u wanna lie to me, tell a better reason. what a fake! theres always an information will be send to me of whether u lied or wateva thing u do. ppl will tell me, so why worry? hahahaha, im not losing anything.. YOU are!