“if” i get to capcha ur heart first, i wouldnt be deeply hurt like this. i ended up gettting deeeply hurt by liking u eversince. i think i should take one step forward and try to like someone esle rather then always sucking up on u. i really need to let it go but it seeems extremely hard for me to do that.. the more i see u,the more i like u. i just, haizzz.. i tried liking someone esle but failed:( im really sorry, i just dont know why this came up to me now. im getting crazzzy loving u. seriously i need to back out of this thing and move forward in likinng someone esle. cause i dont get ur love back or maybe im wrong too cause u dont know i like u very much. i don wanna tell cause it will burnt our frenship and u will simply ignore me after knowing. so yea, i just stick to it that way.. thnks to syg(naneeh) and dii, for giving me advices in letting go of this person. yess! theres lotsa guys out there whom i can find. rather hurting myself in liking u, yessss! i need to do it quickly, get out of this love and liking thing:) i need to do it, gooo tiiiiiiiie!

`btw, happpy haloweeeeeeen everyone!! hahaha,